2PM & JAY: MY STANCE

since Jay permanent withdrawal was announced, i've been asked by few people & i've been asking myself too, am i a hottest or jaywalker or both... i'm pretty sure i'm a hottest, but jaywalker??? i'm a fan of Jay Park, but i won't call myself as Jaywalker... YES! THAT IS MY STANCE~~~

when i started to know about 2PM, i learned 2PM as a whole without having any bias at first!and once i'm falling for them as a group, that was when i started to learn the group members bit by bit, and now i end up a bias of Jang Wooyoung. let me tell you the truth, as i'm totally crazy in love with wooyoung, but my love towards wooyoung is not as big as my love towards the 2PM's group itself. so, if one day, wooyoung is the one who gonna leave 2PM, from what i can promise as Hottest, i'll still be here as 2PM's fan & as Hottest. but will i gonna hate wooyoung? that will never ever happen to me!

back to the the reality, Jay & 2PM... whether we like it or not & how much we try to deny, 2PM & Jay Park are two different entities now. actually i envy fans who can equally love 2PM & Jay, coz i can't. 2PM is totally my biggest obsession! but do i hate Jay? how can i hate the guy who gave me laughter for 4 months??? i will never ever gonna hate Jay... some people especially 2PM's antis, love to assume, Hottests hate Jay but the truth is, it is vice-versa... i used to read this some where: ALL HOTTESTS ARE JAYWALKERS BUT NOT ALL JAYWALKERS ARE HOTTESTS! well, i might not be in that ALL HOTTESTS ARE JAYWALKERS, coz i prefer to be just a fan of Jay Park.

besides being a hardcore fan of 2PM, there's another main reason, why i don't want to be called as Jaywalker. when i decided to take 2PM's side, naturally, whether i like it or not, yes, i'm no longer a friend with some Hottests. to be exact, we are like an enemy now! but, was it my choice decided for this thing to happen like this? and they even said how they lose respect to us, MY-Hottest, coz we talked behind their back???? they said how stupid were us coz we can't see the truth & we were blind by 2PM's boys... so, who is the one started to lose respect here 1st?! since the beginning of this 2PM-Jay's issue, these people can't accept fans who decided to be on 2PM's side and they started to talk bad & bash about us & 2PM non-stop... so, when we were doing the same thing, talked bad & bash them (when we did this, we only bash the antis, we don't bash Jay at all! see the difference?), we were the one who being 'kurang ajar' here... how ironic ha??? and let me ask you, HOW CAN I CALL MYSELF AS JAYWALKER IF BEING A JAYWALKER, MADE ME STAND AS LOW AS WITH THOSE PEOPLE THAT I HATE? i'll never do that~~~

my entry is not to offend anyone, either Hottests or Jaywalkers! if you really read my entry with a mature mind, you know what i meant! i don't say Jaywalkers are low, but i'm looking down to those ex-hottests that i used to know... i don't want to stand or being the same level with people who were being disrespectful towards me, my friends & 2PM... i used to tweet publicly that i still love Jay, when someone who i thought at least have respect towards us, indirectly respond to my tweet by saying, LOVE YOU MY FOOT! then your wish is my command ;)

i'm glad, i gotta know few Jaywalkers that are nice & i respect them so much... YOU DON'T EARN RESPECT WITH NOTHING! YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR IT BEFORE YOU CAN EARN IT... NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD...

THE HAPPIEST DAY... 16th MARCH 2010 IS THE DAY TO BE REMEMBERED

he's back! he's back for good and he is Jay Park...

he made my day and other people around the world with the surprise cover of Nothing On You...

wish him all the best coz i believe, he'll shine to the top once again coz he is....

JAY PARK

IT's 2PM - MINI POLAROID

after the Kiss Me's mug, i ordered another 2PM's merchandise from 10x10... this time, it was 2PM's Mini Polaroid! and i just received it today... yay! all the 42 pictures are beautiful and adorable!!!

the box: IT's 2PM

some of the pictures... 42 pix all of it

ps: i never thought of buying it actually but my dearie 'madu' basically seduced me... kekeke! and i'm not regretting it ^o^

FINALLY.... 1:59PM

fuhhhhhhh... after a long wait, my 1:59PM's album, is in my hand! i ordered the album before it was released, and receive it after 2PM ended the album's promotion.... sigh! anyway, doesn't matter as long as i received it safely....

ps: i'm still planning to buy 2PM's 1st single (Hottest of The Day) & 2nd single (Time For Change)...

2PM - HEARTBEAT MV

yay! today they have released 2PM's 1st MV for this new album and it is an MV for the song HEARTBEAT! i am freaking loving the song and the MV, it is freaking freaking hot! my wooyoung, he makes me drooling so much! hahahaha...

and the most important thing, the choreography! i love the chorus choreo with the pumping chest! now i know why the boys have to kepp their hair a lil long than before & need to have a fringe! the choreo need them to have that hair! the choreo will not look good with AAA's hair... hahaha! checkout the video at the top k!

capssssssssss....

2PM is 1:59PM?

if you are aware, basically 1:59PM was what most of the hottest addressed 2PM after Jay's departure. now, they started to call 2PM as 6PM! well, JYPE decided to use what the fans created as the marketing strategy on 2PM! so, that is why 2PM's 1st Full Album is known as 1:59PM! indeed, i'm not mad with JYPE coz yeah, it is still 1:59PM til 2PM is back with 7!

yesterday, finally the most anticipated album this year was released! 2PM's 1st full album has been something to be looking forward by the Hottest before Jay's issue occurs! i listened to the album, and this is my opinion not as 2PM's fan but a k-popper who enjoy k-pop's music, 1:59PM IS INDEED ONE GOOD QUALITY ALBUM! seriously, all the songs are totally fresh and i'm impressed how good it is!

my favorite will be ALL NIGHT LONG! the R&B rhythm is totally my music... but listen to the song, it makes me think of Jay! it is totally his genre... i can imagination if he sings the song and i'm gonna fall for it!

i'm not going to give my opinion on each of the songs since i don't think i have the capabilty to give a good review and i might be biased towards 2PM since i'm their hardcore fan! but, please bare in mind, as much as you are hurt by this album coz there's no Jay in it, please don't judge it unfairly! i was heartbroken when i spotted some discussion somewhere when some of the fans hated the album/songs! i can accept if they dislike the album/songs IF the songs totally not good but it was very obvious that they criticize the album/songs as not good coz there's no Jay in it! i'm not a pro-boycott and i'm not even an anti-boycott! i prefer to be in the middle which i can show my support equally to both Jay & the other 6 members of 2PM!

so, this is my lil advice:

LISTEN TO THE ALBUM WHEN YOU ARE READY & WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN GIVE A FAIR JUDGEMENT ON THE ALBUM! THE BOYS DON'T DESERVE A CRITIC BY THEIR OWN FANS THAT THEY DON'T DO A GOOD JOB COZ THERE'S NO JAY IN IT!

Tracklist:

01 My Heart
02 Heartbeat
03 Tired of Waiting
04 I Was Crazy Over You
05 Gimme the light
06 Back 2U
07 All Night Long
08 Heartbeat (Red Light Mix)
09 10 Points out of 10
10 Only You (Acoustic Mix)
11 Again & Again
12 I Hate You (Lounge Mix)
13 You Might Comeback (Bossa Nova Mix)

30 DAYS: WAIT FOR YOU

30 days... maybe it doesn't look that long for some of you, but those 30 days meant a lot to HOTTEST all over the world! it has been 30 days since Jay decided to leave 2PM & South Korea... and every single day, we never give up and believe that Jay will be back where he belongs, 2PM!!!

today, when i was listening to the radio, i unaccidently listen to the song that i haven't been listening for ages especially since k-pop invaded into my life! it is WAIT FOR YOU by ELLIOTT YAMIN! while i was singing along with the song, i realised how perfect is the lyrics to express what i feel right now for Jay...

JAY,
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[ANNOUNCEMENT] PETITION LETTER FOR JAEBUM

hey Malaysian Hottest, here is a little announcement from our K-Hottest who is currently gathering a petition letter from Malaysian Hottest for Jaebum to send to JYPE centre.

As u read my post, I'm the Korean Hottest.
I'm one the manager of "HOTTEST ABROAD DEPARTMENT" in K-Hottest Union.
I'm in charge of Malaysia bcoz i'm living here.
Many K-Hottests are sending petition letter for Jay to JYP centre.
It is really helpful and effective method to force the JYPE to bring Jay back.
K-Hottest want foreign fans of 2PM to write the petition letter too.
JYPE will be surprised when they get the letter from abroad.

If you are intereted in writing the petition letter, plz write it and send it to me by post.
Then I will gather all the letters and resend it to JYP centre.

if you are interested, please contact her for more info on the petition at: chaeng831@live.co.kr

Malaysian Hottests, please show to JYP how much we want Jay back to lead 2PM once again!

SO LONG... JAY PARK!

today, after 2 days Jaebeom of 2PM quits from the band, JYP finally released his official statement! seriously, i almost shed a tears AGAIN while reading it and after reading it! it was so touching and heartbreaking... from the words of JYP, how Jaebeom's changed from a rebellious kid to how we see him now!!!

i never imagined that this issue really hurt Jaebeom so hard! he is taking it way too hard but only he knew what he felt... he looks strong from outside yet he is fragile from inside...

it is way too hard for me to accept the fact actually! i cried like a lil kid when the news of him quitting spread! and i even cried the whole day and just to make me realise, the last time i cried hardly was when i broke up with my ex 7 months ago. i never imagined the news of him quitting 2PM will give me such impact. and the next day (yesterday), i decided to get all the strength back but it is not such an easy thing for me to do! i will easily get my eyes watery everytime i remembered about him... although i knew i should be away from 2PM stuffs for a while, i decided not to run away! i let my CD player plays ONLY YOU in repeat mode... and everytime i listened to his singing part, i break down once again!

seriously, i hope i'll get my emotions straight as soon as possible, so i can rewatch Idol Army & Wild Bunny once again without shedding a tears at all coz i miss 2PM, i miss JAY PARK on my little screen...

JYP's official letter at least makes me realise, i have to be more realistic than emotional. i don't want to hope for something that is uncertain. i am now decided to accept him as JAY PARK and not Jaebeom of 2PM! this doesn't means that i will lose hope completely coz at least there's this tiny hope that he will comeback...

just i wish JAY will not give up on his dreams and still go for it!!! he is a talented guy that will be a lost if we just let he goes!!!

ONLY YOU, PARK JAE BEOM

HOW I WISH~~~

1. i didn't bumped into 2PM's performance of Again & Again in Music Bank on KBS World in May 2009, so i will not know bout 2PM at all til now!
2. i didn't go gaga over Hate You's 1st live performance that makes me decided to be a Hottest so it will not hurt me so much now!
3. I DON'T GET MYSELF INTO K-POP's WORLD A YEAR AGO, SO I DON'T CARE ABOUT THIS STUFF & LEARN HOW CRUEL KOREAN ENTERTAINMENT CAN BE!

yes, i can wish all that BUT... HOW U MAKE~~~

1. me giggle everytime you use your leader power to bully your dongsaeng-deul!
2. me laugh my ass out everytime i re-watched your fan attack on Taec in Wild Bunny!
3. me smirk at your driving skill which was worst than a granny!
4. me drooling over your 6 packs!
   
5. us fans roll on floor laughing with all your dorkiness and craziness

so, this is it??? no more JAEBEOM or JAY or SEATTLE GRANDPA in 2PM??? do you really want me to say So Long to you??? can i refuse??? can i still dream one day, you'll be back again to reunite with your dongsaeng-deul in 2PM???

PARK JAE BEOM-ssi,

can you see how 2PM and you effect my life? what should i do with my 2PM's album now coz everytime i look at it, i'll cry! is 2PM gonna be the same without you as their leader? i'm mourning over your lost in 2PM. i feel like quitting as HOTTEST but i know deep inside your heart, you want us to give a 100% support to 2PM just like you were there! I STAY... i believe, all the 6 members will work harder and continue all the hardwork just like when you were part of it! the members need us now! so, don't worry, i'll support 2PM although it only left 6 members in it (but to us, you always part of 2PM...ALWAYS!) hopefully, this is not the end for you and i'm hoping that one day i can see you shorty jay in my little screen!!!

BE STRONG & I LOVE YOU...

with love,

wawa

M'sian Hottest

FORGIVE & FORGET! JAY ADMITTED HIS MISTAKE...

okay, he shouldn't say it! it was totally rude of saying that... i do understand how the netizens felt coz i was mad when people said bad about my country few days before merdeka! so, i understand if the netizens are freaking mad at him now until they open a petition to send him home!

but he admitted his mistake! he was only 18 years old boy, who had a hard time to adapt with a culture that was totally different for him! he apologised, so why can't they just forgive him???? i bet he loves koreans now!!! LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!

to those who loves 2PM & Jaebeom, sign this PETITION & show support to him!!!!

ps: i think the one who dug his 4 years ago post totally got nothing better to do ha???? how much trouble the person has to face before he/she found that post? sometimes people can be creepy!

[PIC] MORE ON 2PM @ MNET 20's CHOICE AWARDS

more screencaps of the beast idol hot performance ^^

okay, these 2 boys were extremely cute when they did that cutie dance ^^

the hottest moment ever ^^

[VID] BOYS' GENERATION PERFORMED GEE

i laughed like mad yesterday watching the boys performed SNSD's, GEE!!! JaeBeom was really funny and i think he really can't pull the girl's dance... hahahaha! he was a bit stiff dancing Gee. Taec who is bigger than him, did better on the dance... more soften! Khunnie of coz was cute as usual... but Jo Kwon really own the stage! he is so damneeeeeeeee good imitating the cuteness...

credit: CJWTown@YouTube